im not crying there’s just overpriced college education in my eye
A baby picture of Kathryn and Megan Prescott on Finding Carter.
I was afraid going to France that I would gain a ton of weight back that I’d lost since the beginning of the year. I didn’t have a full body length mirror in my dorm so I went the entire month without seeing how I looked in an outfit - it was actually really nice. I gained maybe a pound or two back even though I didn’t hold myself back from enjoying the food. When I got back from France I gained a ton of weight back and more. Like I feel gross about myself. Usually the first ten pounds is in my stomach and boobs and for some reason this time I gained it back in my thighs and ass which is terrible. I’ve honestly never felt so horrible, physically and how I see myself. It actually really sucks.
So I really want to start running. I’m sure in the years I’ve had this blog I’ve said that a million times but this time I’m determined because I feel so terrible. It’s all up to me and I get that now.